hi Ian, thank you for whatever that u tried to do for me. im actually a relaxed person who believes in things or people who just drop from heaven for me. not something i have to fight for or struggle for. hope u understand my stand.
Ian, much as i try to tolerate Leelian's way of attacking ppl's weakness. there is a certain limit i can take. Can u remind her to be more merciful. ask her to look carefully at herself and ask herself whether she is super perfect.
Ian, just share with u some of my thoughts. when a friendship has been like a mirror smashed to pieces, there is no need to try to patch for it will not work. and if a person hates me so much but talks abt love and concern in the world, i can only say she is talking bullshit.
hi Ian, sry i was downtown n sometimes in basement coundnt listen to 972. i thought i heard something like i meeting Jeff, or something implying that. what i think is there is no necessity now for whatever good feelings we had about each other is gone. once i have made up my mind abt something, i seldom change.
Ian, im quite tired of play acting. when good feelings is gone it is gone. there is no way to get it back between Jeff and me. i had just left words in his blog asked him to void all the nice things i said of him from his mind. it was over already when i decided to expose how Leelian picked on me. i knew they are together. if im against 1 im also against the other. so that time im already prepared to cut ties with Jeff. it is my decision. Jeff is simply too hot a piece of cake for me to handle. by being involved with him i might get attacked again,anyway Jeff and i dont match at all. then there is my husband to consider.pls leave me free to just enjoy the various programmes on 972.
Ian, today i heard Yong Mei said something very meaningful. She said love yourself is better than love anyone else. i think i agree with her completely.
hi Ian, i think by now u know quite a bit of my background. my husband and i owe each other much in the past years. i believe we are looking forward to some kind or reconciliation. i hope before now and then im not side-tracked.
Ian, share with u something. i can tell easily whether someone is sincere in extending friendship to me. anthother thing is my affection is short-lived, no matter how handsome, how good that man is, if there is a slight indication that he is not interested. that is enough for me to cut off my affection. i only wish to get off the hook as fast as possible. there is simply no need to tarry.
Ian, i realize some of the things i described in Jeff's blog is abstract and may lead to some misunderstanding. sorry to Jeff and those who read and felt uncomfortable. Ian, at the moment i dont want to say too much. for i dont want to say the wrong things. will keep in touch.
Ian, i think u want me to say something but i thought i have said all that i want to say. im in a way back to the former self before i started listening to 972. now i wish to change a channel for something different. later i may still come back to 972, who knows. i will just drop by to say hello to u for i find a friend in u.
hi Ian, hope u are fine and happy. im fine and at peace with myself. i was a bit busy this morning, went out to settle some matter. hope u will have a pleasant day.
Ian, at first i thought i will just disappear, but somehow i feel it is fair to let u know that i may stop listening to radio altogether. my aim at the beginning is to find myself a pleasant past-time by listening to radio, but the way it turned out is really out of my expectation. it is now not a pleasure so i think i have no reason to continue. i do wish u and your team success in all that u do. and i can testify to the fact that u have strived very hard to be a good manager.
good evening Ian. im not quite sure how i can be of help to u in some way. i dont want to give u the idea that im using u to express what i want to say to some people. im not sure the purpose of me remaining in this blog. i dont wish to hurt u for i intend to avoid close relationship. if u still dont mind being my friend, i will still drop by to say hello to u. but that is about all i can do.
Good morning Ian, a brand new day, nice. hope u have a fruitful day. i also wish myself a smooth day. ya, just to let u know, i will listen less to radio now for i think im getting a bit quite sick of the love songs. will be playing a bit more of computer game.
Ian, what im going to say is not directing at any 1 in particular. it is just a general comment on one nite stand kind of relationship. i think a lot of men will like to have this kind of experience. fun without any kind of attachment or responsibility. but i think a lady who goes for this kind of relationship is kind of cheap and i think she will be hurt finally also.
Good morning Ian. wish u a peaceful and fruitful day. i wish myself the ability to level up many of my computer characters. dont worry, i know when to take breaks.
Ian, i will still come in to say hello to u. But pls make sure none of your colleages track my whereabouts. I believe in doing things tt will make myself happy. so dont force me to do things tt is against my this principle.
hi Ian, i just came back from NTUC. have to prepare meals for my mum and myself later. everyday there are duties to perform. actually i like it for they keep me occupied.
hi Ian, i hope u dont mind i express some opinions on partnership in show. i personally feel the best kind of partnership is both of same kind of intelligence and diligence. the worst kind of partnership is the type where A partner either acts blurr or is truly blurr, then the B partner can show how knowlegeable she is.
Ian, im not sure what it is tt i still cant get over with. i need some time to sort things out. if im not resposive to the friendship tt u are extending to me. do bear with me for a while.
when i look at my comment above i think i made a mistake somewhere, tt is u have been a good friend indeed to me for quite a long while now. u have seen me thru difficulty.
hi Ian, good morning. will be going to church later. my daughter coming home from hostel today. will let her use the computer most of the time. love means giving.
Ian, i hope this is the last time i have to mention abt Jeff and i. there is not much past, no now and no future for two of us as far as im concerned. if anyone should say i hurt him then i will say he hurt me too. we are quits. dont link him to me again.
Ian, sometimes a matter can be a small one if we dont make a hub of it. If we keep going round and round the same matter, it will never end, for the ppl around and for the ppl involved in it.
Ian, the more i listen to 972 the more i realize it is a channel tt encourages ppl to fall in love. then for ppl like me dont feel like falling in love, i better change channel la, rite?
hi Ian, today i will be quite busy. later have to go SGH for check up. dont miss me, ok. when i come back, try to get some problem for u to solve. haha.
Ian, no matter what are u going to say about me, i dont mind for im aware i didnt behave very well. I just want u to know that i will always be grateful to u for how u have helped me.
Ian, i really feel the age difference between us is too great. i personally cant accept it. we can only be friend. i know it is hard to let go but we have no choice but to take tt step.
Ian, i understand your attitude of never say give up has helped u come this far but now we are talking about something that cant be changed. that is my age. im quite sure this time our goodbye is final. i will come into your blog again only when there is a real need. take care.
Ian, if u are hoping i will forgive Leelian for attacking me hinting very strongly tt im mad and need immediate psyschiatric need, i will say very hard.
I am truly surprised n stunned that i have read yr 84 comments at Ian blog instead jeff blog nowaday by chance.
Ian is only 34 yrs this yr.
Constance, u have asked Ian's mother permission 1st before anyone can love u with respect as a friend n very unrealistic n forced anyone to love u bec u r really felt insecure n lonesome in yr own world?
it is true tt i like u a lot. but i dont intend to go further. why im also not so sure, just know tt relationship is very hard to manage, one can get hurt very easily in it.
Ian, communicating on the blog is not safe for i think someone may fake u to make me talk. if u are sincere about me, i suggest we meet, then we can decide where we want to go from there. the above comments are gotten out of me by someone in your office during Leelian session on Sat.
Ian, i dont feel like coming into the blog again for i cant be sure im really communicating with u. i give u my address: Blk 676 #10-563 Hougang Ave 8 Singapore 530676. u send our appointment place and time to the address. i will come and meet u.
i decide to come in again by keying in my password. if u look at the time tt the three comments being keyed, it is 4 am plus. im always asleep at tt kind of hour. from now on, if i need to come in i will use my password. the others u can tke as fakes.
Ian, i dont know for what reason some ppl in your office are not happy with me. try to be difficult with me. u tell them i forgive them anyway. tell Leelian also i will not want to waste my time get angry with her.
i feel pulled left and rite abt whether to leave or not. very difficult for myself. excuse me for a while ba. if by then i have no desire to come back. i hope to have your blessings. im beyond myself at the moment. im just tired mentally. dont feel like thinking or work out anything in any way. just want to lie on my bed and sleep or rest.
actually im not aware tt im still thinking of him, but your reminder seems to confirm it for me. if tt is the case, then it is not fair tt i stay stuck at your blog. i will not be going to his blog also becos i have made it clear we are off. im not going to any blog then. in this way im freer also.
u keep thinking he is the problem between us. but it is not as simple as tt. u have certain principle. i have my own principle. these are all factors to be considered.
hi Ian, wish u and Leelian forever happy together. actually u 2 are so familiar with each other, should have been able to use a more direct way of communicating liking for each other, rather than make use of me. anyway if im in any way help bring 2 of u together, im happy also la. best wishes to 2 of u.
May i know when r u going to stop those very silly n unrealistic comments against Mediacorp Disc Jockey n their manager, Ian n keep on hurting other pple pride n trying to tarnish other pple reputation unconsciously by our famous Constance?
Constance, u r really a bloody sucker n so tired to read all very silly comments fm u these few days?
Constance, u r challenge our patient n r u not afraid to receive Lawyer Letter fm Mediacorp against their Disc Jockey n their manager, Ian.
Ian, i suggest u get a secret girlfriend outside your office. im not suitable or else i dont mind. im sure u can find someone. love in the office can complicate alot of things.
No wonder u r so daring to continue writing yr dairy on Ian's Blog bec u have 3 brothers r truly very weathly n can afford to pay yr lawyer fee n expense on yr Constance behalf.
Constance, gd luck to n happy tuning in music therapy cum relaxation.
just now after lunch a bit tired. had a rest. i can understand u all working full time should be very tired. i also wonder how i passed those years when i worked full time.
if my message can bring happiness to u im most happy to bring u more. but sometimes when im missing i must be attending to some private matters. i will be back de.
i realize i only like the melody of Jay Chou's songs, the meaning of almost all his songs are simply too deep for me to understand, including tt "ching hua zhi".
Dr Kelvin Chan seems to be able to do a lot for those who want to look good. But the sacrifice goodness me. just think of the operation injection n all tt scare me stiff.
Ian, there is no way for me to fall in love with anyone from 972. u all and i are from very different kind of background. i dont understand u all completely and i think u all dont understand my lifestyle also. the blog is just some way of communication to transmit some encouragement or support. other than tt there is no other meaning.
when my father passed away in 2003, my mother fell very ill in 2005, but she survives, and is in good shape now. they are loving,but still have to part.
even in my religious teaching, there is a thing at some time, but all these something will pass. all are in vain. what matters is after this world , where are u going to?
we may think we have a lot of time to spare. the actual fact is we dont have tt much time really. if u dont believe, u just think back the time u are a baby, but now u r already a grown up, in between the time sped.the same way the time will speed betwee now n your retirement time.
seriously speaking if im looking for a mate i will do it in my church. tt is if im willing to divorce my husband. but i dont know why my husband and i still holding to each other for what. very puzzled.
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1 – 200 of 1725 Newer› Newest»hi Ian, thank you for whatever that u tried to do for me. im actually a relaxed person who believes in things or people who just drop from heaven for me. not something i have to fight for or struggle for. hope u understand my stand.
Ian, much as i try to tolerate Leelian's way of attacking ppl's weakness. there is a certain limit i can take. Can u remind her to be more merciful. ask her to look carefully at herself and ask herself whether she is super perfect.
Ian, i have some more opinions expresssed under Jeff's blog. u can see there so i will not repeat.
Ian, thank you for understanding my anger. i truly appreciate.
hi Ian, hope u have had a pleasant morning. im fine. everything is back to usual daily routine. i find life peaceful.
Ian, just share with u some of my thoughts. when a friendship has been like a mirror smashed to pieces, there is no need to try to patch for it will not work. and if a person hates me so much but talks abt love and concern in the world, i can only say she is talking bullshit.
hi Ian, sry i was downtown n sometimes in basement coundnt listen to 972. i thought i heard something like i meeting Jeff, or something implying that. what i think is there is no necessity now for whatever good feelings we had about each other is gone. once i have made up my mind abt something, i seldom change.
hi Ian, just come in to say hello to u. it has been a nice day, hope it is a nice day for u also.
hi Ian, my husband and i intend to reconcile. i believe u will congratulate us.
Ian, im not sure whether ZiGan is the 1 selecting songs just now. some of the songs are truly very pleasant to listen to.
Ian, im quite tired of play acting. when good feelings is gone it is gone. there is no way to get it back between Jeff and me. i had just left words in his blog asked him to void all the nice things i said of him from his mind. it was over already when i decided to expose how Leelian picked on me. i knew they are together. if im against 1 im also against the other. so that time im already prepared to cut ties with Jeff. it is my decision. Jeff is simply too hot a piece of cake for me to handle. by being involved with him i might get attacked again,anyway Jeff and i dont match at all. then there is my husband to consider.pls leave me free to just enjoy the various programmes on 972.
hi Ian, hope u have a day in which everything is smooth. it is a peaceful day for me , hope for u also.
hi Ian, hope today is a freer day for u. im fine. find life peaceful.
Ian, today i heard Yong Mei said something very meaningful. She said love yourself is better than love anyone else. i think i agree with her completely.
Ian, some of the songs very unpleasant. what i said above is just a casual comment.
hi Ian, miss me ah? haha. joking la. i decide to go to different radio stations to make comparison of them. hope u dont mind. will keep in touch.
hi Ian, i think by now u know quite a bit of my background. my husband and i owe each other much in the past years. i believe we are looking forward to some kind or reconciliation. i hope before now and then im not side-tracked.
hi Ian, good evening.
Ian, share with u something. i can tell easily whether someone is sincere in extending friendship to me. anthother thing is my affection is short-lived, no matter how handsome, how good that man is, if there is a slight indication that he is not interested. that is enough for me to cut off my affection. i only wish to get off the hook as fast as possible. there is simply no need to tarry.
Ian, i realize some of the things i described in Jeff's blog is abstract and may lead to some misunderstanding. sorry to Jeff and those who read and felt uncomfortable. Ian, at the moment i dont want to say too much. for i dont want to say the wrong things. will keep in touch.
hi Ian, good morning. wish u have a nice day. im fine. life is peaceful as usual.
Ian, i think u want me to say something but i thought i have said all that i want to say. im in a way back to the former self before i started listening to 972. now i wish to change a channel for something different. later i may still come back to 972, who knows. i will just drop by to say hello to u for i find a friend in u.
hi Ian, hope u are fine and happy. im fine and at peace with myself. i was a bit busy this morning, went out to settle some matter. hope u will have a pleasant day.
Ian, at first i thought i will just disappear, but somehow i feel it is fair to let u know that i may stop listening to radio altogether. my aim at the beginning is to find myself a pleasant past-time by listening to radio, but the way it turned out is really out of my expectation. it is now not a pleasure so i think i have no reason to continue. i do wish u and your team success in all that u do. and i can testify to the fact that u have strived very hard to be a good manager.
good evening Ian. im not quite sure how i can be of help to u in some way. i dont want to give u the idea that im using u to express what i want to say to some people. im not sure the purpose of me remaining in this blog. i dont wish to hurt u for i intend to avoid close relationship. if u still dont mind being my friend, i will still drop by to say hello to u. but that is about all i can do.
Good morning Ian, a brand new day, nice. hope u have a fruitful day. i also wish myself a smooth day. ya, just to let u know, i will listen less to radio now for i think im getting a bit quite sick of the love songs. will be playing a bit more of computer game.
Hi Ian, good morning. hope u have a bright and cheerful day. hope the same for myself.
hi Ian, good morning. hope u have a day filled with successes. i wish myself happy.
Ian, what im going to say is not directing at any 1 in particular. it is just a general comment on one nite stand kind of relationship. i think a lot of men will like to have this kind of experience. fun without any kind of attachment or responsibility. but i think a lady who goes for this kind of relationship is kind of cheap and i think she will be hurt finally also.
Good morning Ian. wish u a peaceful and fruitful day. i wish myself the ability to level up many of my computer characters. dont worry, i know when to take breaks.
Ian, i suspect im being tracked. i hope im given the freedom to go to whichever channel i wish to go. pls dont make things difficult for me.
Ian, i will still come in to say hello to u. But pls make sure none of your colleages track my whereabouts. I believe in doing things tt will make myself happy. so dont force me to do things tt is against my this principle.
Ian, good morning. hope u have a victorious and happy day. im fine. will be a bit busy today.
Ian, your singing very special, i like. here i think i will also wish u a nice and relaxed day tomorrow.
hi Ian, i just came back from NTUC. have to prepare meals for my mum and myself later. everyday there are duties to perform. actually i like it for they keep me occupied.
hi Ian, of course i will come back.
hi Ian, i hope u dont mind i express some opinions on partnership in show. i personally feel the best kind of partnership is both of same kind of intelligence and diligence. the worst kind of partnership is the type where A partner either acts blurr or is truly blurr, then the B partner can show how knowlegeable she is.
Ian, im not sure what it is tt i still cant get over with. i need some time to sort things out. if im not resposive to the friendship tt u are extending to me. do bear with me for a while.
when i look at my comment above i think i made a mistake somewhere, tt is u have been a good friend indeed to me for quite a long while now. u have seen me thru difficulty.
hi Ian, wish u an enjoyable Sunday in advance. just to mention, some of the songs are really a pain in my neck.
hi Ian, good morning. will be going to church later. my daughter coming home from hostel today. will let her use the computer most of the time. love means giving.
Ian, i hope this is the last time i have to mention abt Jeff and i. there is not much past, no now and no future for two of us as far as im concerned. if anyone should say i hurt him then i will say he hurt me too. we are quits. dont link him to me again.
Ian, Jeff got the look and the voice. he is sure to attract a lot of ppl. short 1 or 2 supporters wont cost a great loss la.
i didnt say i will boycott his show leh.
good morning Ian. have a blessed day. im fine.
maybe i will be a bit more chatty later. now still sleepy.
Ian, sometimes a matter can be a small one if we dont make a hub of it. If we keep going round and round the same matter, it will never end, for the ppl around and for the ppl involved in it.
i appreciate u for what u are. u are marvellous.
i remember a song tt says something like u either be alone or face the possibility of being betrayed. i find this saying worth thinking over.
Ian, i will not be meeting u for im no great beauty like Leelian.
so far i have not met someone so vain as she is abt her own look. disgusting.
come one la Ian, there are many good lookers around. tell Leelian for goodness sake, be humble a bit abt her look.
also i understand she uses a great deal of make up, i wonder what she looks like with all make up removed.
sry Ian, i went out to get lunch. taking care of daily needs. so unromantic.
Ian, love tt comes too fast is not so good leh. It will disappear very fast also.
i have to accompany my mum to salon. see u later.
if i say i love u, it is like putting up an act. dont u think so? u think u can accept ah?
Ian, injury takes time to heal, dont u agree?
If a person is like a machine, makes a mistake, just press a button to correct it, then everything will be very simple and instant.
my mind is very clear of my direction. but to reach where i want to be, i need the time to do so.
Ian, the more i listen to 972 the more i realize it is a channel tt encourages ppl to fall in love. then for ppl like me dont feel like falling in love, i better change channel la, rite?
some songs really make hair stand.
hi Ian, good morning. wish u have a nice day.
hi Ian, today i will be quite busy. later have to go SGH for check up. dont miss me, ok. when i come back, try to get some problem for u to solve. haha.
hi Ian, have a good evening. hope everything smooth for u.
Ian, no matter what are u going to say about me, i dont mind for im aware i didnt behave very well. I just want u to know that i will always be grateful to u for how u have helped me.
its scary leh when u get angry. i could almost felt your anger bursting forth from my hi fi. pls dont scare me again.
i hesitate becos of my age. i know i think young and behave young but i wish im really tt young.
Ian, actually i want to say goodbye many times before. let it be done ba.
tomorrow i will give u the last morning wish.
good morning, Ian. wish u success, good health and happiness. u are my friend. all the best to u and goodbye.
will keep in touch when need arises.
when opportunity arises, i will come up to u to introduce myself.
i know i have to let go.
Ian, i really feel the age difference between us is too great. i personally cant accept it. we can only be friend. i know it is hard to let go but we have no choice but to take tt step.
Ian, i understand your attitude of never say give up has helped u come this far but now we are talking about something that cant be changed. that is my age. im quite sure this time our goodbye is final. i will come into your blog again only when there is a real need. take care.
Ian, i have listened to Ready Go. nice. thank you.
Ian, im not sure what wrong idea i gave. the fact is i dont intend to love anyone at the moment.
Ian, i love u in a special way. i appreciate what u are.
hi Ian, good morning. wish u a pleasant day. i will have a busy day again.
Ian, if u are hoping i will forgive Leelian for attacking me hinting very strongly tt im mad and need immediate psyschiatric need, i will say very hard.
and i want to remind u, she attacked me not only once but many nites untill i have no choice but to take action.
sry i have no love for tt chai leelian.
Ian, u dont have to treat my dislike of her as big problem. i alone turn off the channel when she is on is no problem to 972.
Hi Contance.
I am truly surprised n stunned that i have read yr 84 comments at Ian blog instead jeff blog nowaday
by chance.
Ian is only 34 yrs this yr.
Constance, u have asked Ian's mother permission 1st before anyone can love u with respect as a friend n very unrealistic n forced anyone to love u bec u r really felt insecure n lonesome in yr own world?
fm jeff fan
hi Ian, good morning. have a nice day.
Ian, today i will be busy still for my mum'sake. certain month she has a few visits to SGH. i have to take care of all the proceedures.
Ian, if she doesnt attack me i will not also.
Ian, relaxed la. i know what to do.
sincerely wish every side of your work is smooth.
good evening Ian.
want leave or stay ?
even if i stay i also cant commit myself to anything.
i will come n say hello to u every morning.
come on Jeff and i is history liao.
it is true tt i like u a lot. but i dont intend to go further. why im also not so sure, just know tt relationship is very hard to manage, one can get hurt very easily in it.
Ian, do u dare to write on the blog what u want me to do. whether to meet me or tell me concretely what u expect from me.
i sincerely think we should meet 1st.
Ian, write on the blog place and time. i will definitely go n see u.
Ian, im afraid u cant use song to tell me place and time, pls write on the blog le. i also wish to see u.
Ian, i think im being tricked by some ppl.
Ian, communicating on the blog is not safe for i think someone may fake u to make me talk. if u are sincere about me, i suggest we meet, then we can decide where we want to go from there. the above comments are gotten out of me by someone in your office during Leelian session on Sat.
Ian, i dont feel like coming into the blog again for i cant be sure im really communicating with u. i give u my address: Blk 676 #10-563 Hougang Ave 8 Singapore 530676. u send our appointment place and time to the address. i will come and meet u.
i love jeff and i love ian.
ian, do not run away from me. you are mine somehow.
ian, help me forget jeff and i can commit to you.
Ian, the above 3 comments are not from me. someone fake me. pls protect your blog. let ppl key in password 1st.
i decide to come in again by keying in my password. if u look at the time tt the three comments being keyed, it is 4 am plus. im always asleep at tt kind of hour. from now on, if i need to come in i will use my password. the others u can tke as fakes.
Ian, i dont know for what reason some ppl in your office are not happy with me. try to be difficult with me. u tell them i forgive them anyway. tell Leelian also i will not want to waste my time get angry with her.
hi Ian, good morning. wish u a nice day. im fine.
your happiness is my happiness.
expect u to succeed.
Ian, i think we have differences in our outlooks on things. sry i cant live up to your expectation.
i understand what u mean. tts why all things are in vain.
i prefer to sit on the sidewalk and watch the world go by.
sry have to go out for some errands.
hi Ian, im back.
i feel pulled left and rite abt whether to leave or not. very difficult for myself. excuse me for a while ba. if by then i have no desire to come back. i hope to have your blessings. im beyond myself at the moment. im just tired mentally. dont feel like thinking or work out anything in any way. just want to lie on my bed and sleep or rest.
let me have a few days to think over how i can contribute to this blog or whether im not essential here.
actually im not aware tt im still thinking of him, but your reminder seems to confirm it for me. if tt is the case, then it is not fair tt i stay stuck at your blog. i will not be going to his blog also becos i have made it clear we are off. im not going to any blog then. in this way im freer also.
i find u a very tough and stubborn man.
what we have is a very complicated relationship.
u keep thinking he is the problem between us. but it is not as simple as tt. u have certain principle. i have my own principle. these are all factors to be considered.
why do u think i care to stay on the blog ?
all my free time on the blog, u might as well employ me.
ok. as u wish. i know u have to win.
wa tt song made hair stand
continue la
Ian, i have to prepare dinner.
Ian, im back.
Ian, if u want to take back what u have lost, go ahead, but dont force me to take back what i didnt get in the 1st place.
pls dont play game with me. just tke care of your own business. i want nothing to do with him. fang wo yi ma.
Ian, i think i will help u till here.
hi Ian, wish u and Leelian forever happy together. actually u 2 are so familiar with each other, should have been able to use a more direct way of communicating liking for each other, rather than make use of me. anyway if im in any way help bring 2 of u together, im happy also la. best wishes to 2 of u.
Hey Constance.
May i know when r u going to stop those very silly n unrealistic comments against Mediacorp Disc Jockey n their manager, Ian n keep on hurting other pple pride n trying to tarnish other pple reputation unconsciously by our famous Constance?
Constance, u r really a bloody sucker n so tired to read all very silly comments fm u these few days?
Constance, u r challenge our patient n r u not afraid to receive Lawyer Letter fm Mediacorp against their Disc Jockey n their manager, Ian.
Ian, i suggest u get a secret girlfriend outside your office. im not suitable or else i dont mind. im sure u can find someone. love in the office can complicate alot of things.
spent almost whole day at sgh for mum's sake. meaningful way of killing time. sat there did nothing also song.
suddenly thought i must clear something. that is im not rich. just tt i have 3 pretty well off brothers.
wa,so sad, got problem to patch my maplestory.
need to figure out how to patch.
hi Ian, good morning to u.
i like immunised against love. haha.
hope it works.
trust in someone come with close contact, it cant be obtained thru other means.
tts why parents always warn children of friends made thru internet.
a man can never live solely for a woman. its has been proven over n over many times whether now or ancient times.
always feel like laughing when i hear those song where man promises everlasting love to a lady. must be joking.
if a man sticks by a woman and didnt stray tts becos he has no choice. haha
Gd morning, Constance.
No wonder u r so daring to continue
writing yr dairy on Ian's Blog bec u have 3 brothers r truly very weathly n can afford to pay yr lawyer fee n expense on yr Constance behalf.
Constance, gd luck to n happy tuning in music therapy cum relaxation.
sry i busy cooking curry le.
u r a dear friend to me and i hope u dont trick me in any way.
just now after lunch a bit tired. had a rest. i can understand u all working full time should be very tired. i also wonder how i passed those years when i worked full time.
Ian, u r surrounded by so many staff how to be lonely. im the one lonely then true.
if my message can bring happiness to u im most happy to bring u more. but sometimes when im missing i must be attending to some private matters. i will be back de.
u know something , some songs i have problem to really understand, so if i miss out anything, excuse me.
i realize i only like the melody of Jay Chou's songs, the meaning of almost all his songs are simply too deep for me to understand, including tt "ching hua zhi".
Ian, i can only be your blog girlfriend.
if u need a friendly hug from me, no problem, anytime.
hi Ian, good morning. nice listening to u on air.
the friendly hug i promised u still valid when u need.
but i will try not to be the third party. for i myself dont like a third party in my own relationship. so it is understandable.
i meant if i have a relationship i will not want a third party. i dont intend to be involed in any relationship for the time being. busy enough.
i have to go out already.
hi Ian
today went to buy a dress. long time never wear dress already. haha.
Dr Kelvin Chan seems to be able to do a lot for those who want to look good. But the sacrifice goodness me. just think of the operation injection n all tt scare me stiff.
anyway i dont think im in tt bad a shape to need Dr. Chan's help. hahahah
Ian, there is no way for me to fall in love with anyone from 972. u all and i are from very different kind of background. i dont understand u all completely and i think u all dont understand my lifestyle also. the blog is just some way of communication to transmit some encouragement or support. other than tt there is no other meaning.
of course sometimes i may say something tt is very misleading, for tt im sorry. if u find it disturbing let me know.
im just like tt. really dont know what to do.
u must be kidding
Pls start the subject again. i have cleared with him it was my mistke to start the relationship with him. with u also a mistke.
sry the above comment got some mistke in words. Ian if we go round and round this topic, i have to go off this blog
to stop disturbance to u and myself i think it might be best i stop coming into this blog
pls give a clear indication if not i will stop coming in tomorrow
Ian, im sry. in my opinion. its best i stop coming in becos it has become a pressure to me. i never like pressure.
u can tke it tt i stop for a while ba.
Ian, pls dont waver, it is very disturbing.
i decide for u and myself. i stop coming in.
good afternoon, Ian. sry i was quite hot termpered last nite.
although im not working, i have many duties to perform, hope u understand.
i may not be able to be at your beck and call.
i also dont like to be pressurised or feel tensed. i told u b4 tt i like to feel relaxed.
i have come to a point i accept tt there is no perfection in this world.
if u have a friend who is willing to give u a word of support and encouragement, it is good enough.
whether the sun ever meets the moon or not im not keen to find out lor.
if u happen to see a loving old couple eating breakfast together, who knows, they may be bored with each other also.
when my father passed away in 2003, my mother fell very ill in 2005, but she survives, and is in good shape now. they are loving,but still have to part.
even in my religious teaching, there is a thing at some time, but all these something will pass. all are in vain. what matters is after this world , where are u going to?
we may think we have a lot of time to spare. the actual fact is we dont have tt much time really. if u dont believe, u just think back the time u are a baby, but now u r already a grown up, in between the time sped.the same way the time will speed betwee now n your retirement time.
thinking of the limited time tt i have sometimes i get angry but i also tend to get over it rather fast.
but if i have to talk face to face with a person with whom i have been angry with, there might be some difficulty. haha
love songs no doubt are beautiful, but i think it is just a song, not something concrete. it is equal to something empty.
love songs may sound nice to a loving couple, but to others they are kind of like mocking birds.
then to those who dream of love , the love songs are like something to replace what they dont have.
sry i got problem.
most ppl will finally part de.
seriously speaking if im looking for a mate i will do it in my church. tt is if im willing to divorce my husband. but i dont know why my husband and i still holding to each other for what. very puzzled.
as long as we are not divorced we are not totally free.
maybe subconciously i use my husband to escape from any serious relationship.
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